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I'M BACK, BITCHES!!!...  
10:45pm 10/07/2004
 
 
Alyssa
i got in from baytown this afternoon at like two-ish... i had a really good time...nothing out of the ordinary just normal like it used to be... me and my friends doing a whole lot of nothing...it was great and changed my mind set on the whole marble falls vs. baytown situation ::thanks Kris for the encouragement::... surprisingly ... there was NO DRAMA and me kris andi and justin all went to the SAME movie...ANCHORMAN...THE LAMEST FUCKING MOVIE....EVER!!!... anyway...yeah...NO DRAMA...i was shocked just not shocked but FUCKING SHOCKED and relieved...i'm glad ALMOST everyone could be mature about it... and i say ALMOST bc justin felt "TOO WEIRD" to say bye to me... which he apologized for...but it still kinda hurt... i mean...andi came and said bye to me...and her a kris even chatted it up a lil bit...i dunno... i didn't think it took too much effort to say bye... oh well... it was good to see everybody... it was funny when i thought nosenuggets had a crush on kris and then brian made me feel stupid bc tommy punked me...but i dunno i still secretly think he's crushin'...lol...anyway...i got sent home early from work bc i "looked drained"...yeah whatev... so i was tired and...maybe a lil' dizzy...but i need the hours really bad... BITCHES!!!... jk... hahaha... oh yeah...my boss's name is glenn and when he came into gatti's today i yelled "GLENN!!!...GLENN! GLENN! GLENN!" yeah... it was fucking funny...i think i might just get a raise...lol...yeah right!...BYE KIDS...SAFE SEX...SAY NO! TO DRUGS...and BE COOL...STAY IN SCHOOL...lol...whatev! i heard it once or twice from a WISE ass... and believe you me it IS GOOD ADVICE!!!...
mood: drained...or so i'm told...drained...or so i'm told...
 
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CARSON K.......  
06:02am 07/07/2004
 
 
Alyssa
yo!...guess what time it is...that's right bitches six fucking o'clock in the morning you know why?!?!?!!.....bc my ass is about to leave for fucking baytown.....and all i have to say is......::WHOO WHOOOOOOOOOO!!!::....YEAH!!!....i'm fucking EXCITED!!!....oh and i got PAID yesterday....and....yeah...this is going to be great!!!....

...oh and if anyone REEAAALLLLLLLLLLY LOVES ME....they would volunteer to start taping QEFTSG every tuesday night....bc i've missed the past two episodes.... and i'm pissed about it.....the end...lol jk about the "reallly loves me" part....

I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
mood: GRAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GRAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
music: my own angelic voice...."my sleep pattern changed"-T E N
 
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PSHHHHHH...  
12:49am 05/07/2004
 
 
Alyssa
lol... so i kinda fucked up a good thing...that's all i'm gonna say about that...kayaking is fun...lol...yeah...that's a story too complicated to write about... but just to let EVERYONE know...I AM NOT IN LOVE...lol... i know ...i need help... the end[.]...

ATTENTION ALL!:::::::
SKYLAR IS SICK....PRAY FOR HIM...WE GO TO THE VET TOMORROW

i made new friends...lol i just thought i'd share that with the class...their names are laci elissa meimi lindsey and ABnorma...lol...anyway...they are swell...REAL SWELL... oh and... ::whispers:: they're girls..lol

anyway kids...that's the end of this episode...stay tuned for scenes from the next entry....

tomorrow on cloverqueen's radass lj...
-update on skylar's conditon...poor bubay... :(
-details on the "love" situation...lol
-and prolly a lil' bitchin' and complain' bc well...that's in every entry...what the hell else is this thing for?!?!?...lol.. jk


HOLLA BACK
::whoo-whoo::
mood: playin' it offplayin' it off
music: my heavy beats and monster flows ....BITCH!...hah
 
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THE RED BALLOON  
03:52pm 30/06/2004
 
 
Alyssa
I'M SO SICK!!!....BLLLLLLLLLLLLEH!!! BLEEEEEEEEEEEH!!!....lol...I have a stomach virus...that's cute, huh?!?! I can't go to work...school...I can barely leave my bed...except to hurl...and update of course...lol...but no, really... hopefully it's just one of those twenty-four hour things that goes away soon... my face is SOOOO swollen (hints the title)...lol anyway...I'm going back to bed!... PEACE
mood: a lil' woozya lil' woozy
music: lynard skynard...RESPECT...lol
 
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YOU WANNA HEAR A SONG?...HERE IT GOES...  
12:52am 24/06/2004
 
 
Alyssa
I have a crush
on my boss's son
LA DI DA DI DA...

...ok...so I got nothing...lol

But no...really...He's mad funny...ever so sweet...cute...and just GRAND...

And what's cutest of all is he's a camp counsler...he's got Ace characteristics...and...he's SO DREAMY

lol...I'm finally sorta happy...and this place doesn't look so bad after all...

he's going to taking me karaoke...ing...lol

HE'S MY MATCH...lol..and if not...at the very least a good friend...

His name is Anthony and he's 20... Anyway, this story is TO BE CONTINUED...

MORE GOOD NEWS...
- I'm volunteering at the Highland Lakes SPCA
- I found a yoga class...the keep my "chi" centered...lol
- I'm visiting Baytown the 7th 8th and 9th of July...:)
- I'm actually starting to have a little fun over here!!!!
mood: giddygiddy
music: Toni Braxton- UUUUUNBREAK MY HEART...
 
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EVERYDAY EVERY REASON...  
12:11am 20/06/2004
 
 
Alyssa
I got a day and a reason
Why I should not believe in...
Anything... Anymore...

WHAT'S THIS FOR?...

...My time well spent...
I've got all these memories
That I cannot believe in
Cause I don't know where I've been...


Today I broke down on my way to work...

Everyday I find myself asking "what's this for?"..."why am I here?"..."what can i do to make myself happy?"...and every answer is "I DON'T KNOW"...and so...
I GIVE UP...
WORLD ONE...ALYSSA ZERO.
I waved the white flag... I'm gonna stop fighting it... and stop bitching about everything... and just soak up everything...good and bad and hope it makes me stronger...

HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS... AND YOU ALL KNOW WHERE THAT IS...
 
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LEMONS...  
01:18pm 17/06/2004
 
 
Alyssa
So ... I signed up for summer school...bc I failed my second semester of algebra 2...math just isn't my thing...it's $75 for two weeks so I figured...2 weeks of hell is better than a whole semester of hell... whatev... maybe I'll meet some new hopefully cool people...I'm trying to stay level headed and not let my emotions get to me... I'm trying to view this part of my life as a test of strengths... and I think it will make me a better person in the long run...well I hope anyway...so yeah june 21- july 2 from 7:45-10:05 I go back to school...and july 10-31 every saturday from 9:00-12:00 is my pottery class... so that's something to look forward to...hmm... I miss everyone so much... I love you guys...everyone back home... well on a sour note... i'm going to miss warped tour this year... if you're going... tell Ace I LOVE HIM...lol... PEACE LOVEIES!!! I'M OUT!
mood: ...meh...meh
 
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TAKE ME HOME...  
11:31pm 16/06/2004
 
 
Alyssa
WHEREVER THAT IS...

I miss Baytown SO SO SO FUCKING MUCH... I dunno, growing up I never thought I would say that! I've tried to make the best of my time here in Spicewood, TX. population 32...but fuck...it's just not fucking happening...Everyone says..."just give it time" but you know how fucking impatient I am...and I just feel like this lost...empty... feeling is never going to go away...I'm missing out on SO much... graduation... prom... the little memories all my friends are going to have and then tell me about because I missed out... Instead I was making fucking pizzas and wishing I was there...regreting all the choices I made and thought I was SO right about...I passed up SO many great opprutunities...to be here and I just don't know... I WANNA GO HOME... but where fucking to? Kris said I could crash with her... but I couldn't to that to my family...I feel like I'm only here for them...they're SO fucking happy that I'm here... and I fucking HATE IT!...

I JUST WISH I WAS HAPPY...
mood: HOMESICKHOMESICK
 
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CHEERS TO IRISH PRIDE!  
01:29am 11/06/2004
 
 
Alyssa
Here's some Irish sayings we should all use more often...

GRAND...GRAND ALL TOGETHER!

YOU HAVE A HEAD ON YOU LIKE A WELL SLAPPED ARSE!(means...you're fugly)

SHUT YOUR ARSE AND GIVE YOUR MOUTH A CHANCE!

IF BED WAS WORK...YOU'D SLEEP ON THE FLOOR!(means...you're a lazyarse)

GICKER LICKER (means...suck arse)

I SHIT GREEN,WHITE AND YELLA (irish pride)

I COULD MURDER A PINT OF THE BLACK STUFF(means...grab some guiness and get wasted)


THERE'S A HOOLEY AT AMANDA'S HOUSE SATURDAY...fuck you lucky bastards who get to go...jk...throw one back for me, Amanda!

TO AMANDA! ::holds up frothy mug::

BYE LOVEIES!!!
 
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J TO THA B.... GOTTA SHAKE THAT MONEY MAKER...  
11:18am 10/06/2004
 
 
Alyssa
I got a job today... at Mr. Gatti's...lol...I start tomorrow!


PEACE LOVEIES
xoxoxoxoxoxox
 
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